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| since i havent been on lj for like ages and saw everyone puttin up their uni results eh might as well put mine up too..lol
overall im meh over my results but yeh i just sucked at the prac part and did good for everything else..lol
Ballet- pass+..which is crappy..in my opinion
Dance Industry Placement- distinction+..surprised me more than anything..well thats what i get for doing work experience at jack chambers former dance company..lol
Dance History- high distinction+...wuutt??
Contemp-pass..meh
Jazz-credit..meh
Allied-pass..pass or fail subject..lol
P & P-credit
Project-credit+ eh thats ok
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| | anywho im yet again stuck at uni doing nothing coz i totally forgot i had project so i could have slept in..gosh i needed it..i hate 530am starts arggghh anywho im in the comp lab at uni killing time til we have ballet argggh with chris eh she aint so bad..whilst 2nd yrs have ballet..sitting next to susannah at the moment whilst shes typing up stuff for her project to hand in..fun fun..and im also being reduced to looking at ppl's facebooks..u kno what im talking about lolz..anyway just thought i shud post..havent done much and it is day 2 of back to uni week..i just wanna be back on holidays again..life is ok at the moment tho my emotions have been all over the place most recently but yeh i think im pmsing or something lolz..bf is good hes back to work after a week break due to world youth day..caught up with him whilst he was attempting to do his tax return whilst yelling down the phone to someone about some number that he needed for his return...lol turns out he wasted all the time doing it wen he wasnt able to fwd it to his email..not so good..but yeh been catching up with the girls at uni, janz, bec and ashwie gosh coming back reminds me just how much i missed seeing them everyday..lol yeh spent p & p yesterday catching up, talking about stuff, sexy times haha whatever lolz..anywho im gonna stop now coz im freaking bored but yeh its coming up to august now..gosh im almost finished uni how fucken scary is that?!?!? | | comments: Comment here |
| so much for working on my project haha...yes i have returned my from days of not posting which i dont appear to be doing a lot these days..but the thing i love about this blog is that i can vent my feelings and get em off my chest..coz most of the time im either crying my eyes out or am just really really angry..but also ive been catching up with people from school which has been excellent..so much for not having a social life..it seems like i have one ever since me and warwick havent gotten together..well ive become a lot more involved with catching up with friends..just the other day myself, warwick, bec and ash went to go and see get smart at burwood..which was awesome i hadnt seen my home girls for agess and i really miss them..i dont think i could have made it through the year with wesley as well as getting together without them too..i am indebted to them..anyway nothing much hasnt been happening lately just been spending time with warwick since work has decided to not give me shifts during my uni holidays...so fucken mad about that..oh yeh theyve fucked up enrolments at uni so im heading in there tomorrow with ash to fix it up..gosh such a waste of time..so lifes been pretty slow and stuff..oh yeh my dance exam is also coming up in a few weeks im stressing abit about it..well just the fact i have to do an improv which i hate more than anything lolz..oh yeh and have been putting off my project stuff..i know naughty naughty but im thinking of deferring project but yeh i think im just procrastinating again and i shud just really do it...so i can get outta there asap...lolz
in other news...boy news in particular..well everythings been going well with me and warwick..we have been together for like a month and 3 weeks which has surprised me more than anything espcecially with all the shit that has been happening the past few weeks. i dunno if many of u have heard what had happend but yeh...2 saturdays ago a bunch of us went out for drinks as kyras place had been sold..was real fun hanging out with sam, jaime, adrian, kyra and wazza..we decided to head home as wazza had his volleyball game the next day..me being smart suggested we walk down to george st to find a cab [at this time it was changed over 3am] but yeh as we were walking past brooklyn hotel who do we see sitting out the front..THE EX!! [imagine my fucking excitement lol] anywho he knew she was out and stuff and thought it was a total coincidence that we had seen her..plus he had never been to brooklyn before so it took him a bit off guard..
ok this part is how i saw it...we walked and he asked me to walk up the hill and wait..i did as i was told and he spoke to her for a bit..i sat down being angry upset and tired all in one then some guy comes up to me and says smile dont worry no need to be upset...im like thinking what the fuck whud u kno..then 10mins later wazza approaches me says "sorry about that some guy was hassling Lillian and i wanted to see if she was ok"..yeh alright i reply..then he goes "well she wants to meet you" and im like errmmmm ok...she comes up to me sticks her hand in my face and says "nice to meet you" in a bitchy tone..wazza then says to her "now thats not nice" she replies by saying "what do u want me to do get on my knees and beg" hes had enough of her shit and tells me to walk off and wait..at this time i was sooo fucken mad..i knew this was all gonna happen even from the time that i invited him to jaynes 21st and she callled him constantly which made him get back on a train from cronulla to bondi just coz she was worried!!! anywho i messaged adrian to see where he was..and i was like im fucken sick of this fucken bullshit always fucken leave me for lillian..this had happened before too..i went to his place and she calls going omg i need to speak to u blah blah and im like go whatever..he left to her rescue..i dont get anyway back to the story..lol
so i walked back to the orient but no one was there so i headed to jacksons cursing my ass off and freezing my boobies off lol walking to jacksons where they didnt fucken let me in..was sooo mad adrian came down and the nice guy at the front let me in..aww..anyway i told him what happen..by this time i had received 4 missed calls from warwick..was soooo fucken mad at him..spend time in the bathroom crying made a new friend..to which sam saved me from her thanks..shes sooo lucky she doesnt have to deal with shit like that..then jai and kyra came in and i told them what had happend..then sat down for the rest of the night watched the girls dancing in the cage haha tho it reminded me of a prison cell rather than a cage..lol at this time warwick was waiting outside in the cold freezing and had dropped his wallet..i made him wait out in the cold for like half an hour i know im a bitch but i think he truly deserved it..but wait til u hear his side..lolz
anyway headed downstairs and he told me what had happend he had said that he didnt want anything to do with lillian which made me happy more than anything in the world..coz the day before he had said to me that he wanted to be friends with her again.i was like wtf u have got to be kidding..i told bec about it and she gave him a little lecture about being friends with her and it being a bad idea coz then it will make her think in her fucked up brain that they will somehow be together again and ill be pushed aside..he also said that he didnt expect for any of that to happen a little naive on his part i mean i kno he wants us to be friends and shit but thats never gonna be happen if she wasnt stalking him and talking to about going to his place and having sex with him then yeh i woud wanna be her friend he also told her everything coz up until recently she had found out that we had been together and stuff..he said that i made him happy more than she ever did and that he woud pay back the money he owed to her and didnt want to have anything to do with her..he basically said everything i wanted to hear from him like a few weeks ago.
..sam and kyra wanted me to go back to their place..which i really wanted to but waza had no money and i felt like i needed this thing to be resolved or i would have spend the rest of the week upset and angry and single..so i ended up catching a cab back to his place. the taxi ride was soo unbearable i couldnt help but crying..i just wanted to go home to bed and cry myself to sleep..coz i always thought in the back of my mind..'yeh hes totall gonna go back to lillian coz she buys him everything and she said that she loved him and blah blah blah how can i compete with that??' but yeh that night i truly thought it was the end of our relationship coz ive tolerated the constant phonecalls and messages whenever im around but that was almost the final straw with me..but i knew she was gonna be that way with me..like he says shes just cut coz he moved on before she did after they broke up..but yeh from my point of view it really looked like he dropped me for her..i mean im still trying to get over it and it has been 2 weeks..but i try to not let it get to me and i start to not think about it as much..tho everytime i go to his place theres this pic of him and her on his wall of them doing the bridgeclimb and i dont get why its still there..whether or not he has forgotten about it i dunno..but when he first started dating it wasnt on the wall it was covered with the rest of his photos of her.
anyway sorry i keep going off topic..i think its coz i have so much to say and i dont have a diary to write it in lolz..what was i going on about..oh yeh..his side of the story..ok he said that he didnt kno that he was gonna run into her of all nights and basically he saw some guy hassling her..he called out to her the guy got freaked and bailed..she once again wazza to her fucken rescue..anyway apparently she faked her name and when he said lillian the guy was spooked and left..then apparently had said to him oh yeh i dont need your help but then had the nerve to ask to catch a cab with wazza and myself..gosh so pathetic..he basically said it was his mistake and he regretted even stopping to see if she was ok..but he said it had nothing to do with their history his words were it was the humane thing to do and he wud have done the same thing if it were anyone of my other friends like ash etc..he said if he saw wat was happening and didnt do anything and had found out that something had happend he would have never forgiven himself..he said that he shudnt have introduced us and didnt kno she wud be so hostile toward me..and im like well yehh she wud be i mean im the replacement lolz and i asked him why did u ask me to walk away..his reply was well i didnt want u to see me that way...he was really angry apparently and was yelling which i heard some of..then when he didnt see him he got worried and lillian was following him around as he was looking for me to which he lost his wallet..fell outta his pocket but yeh..wat i wanted to hear was that he didnt wanna talk to her ever again..boy was i wrong..
ok now to more recent news..she had still been calling him and asked what has been doing and shit and all she does is burst into tears..like he was coming over to mine and she just cries over the phone fucken pathetic fool..seriously im sooo fucken sick of her shit..another incident she calls/messages him asking to do a big favour..he finds out it was only to download a stupid song...gosh the lengths she will go to..but this one is the best..last saturday he was out shopping and shes like did u get me anything..he goes wat are u on about? she goes well its almost our 2 yr anniversary..hes like we're not together anymore..then shes like oh how are my kids going [referring to the fish that she had bought him] gosh shes such as idiot..am i the only one who sees this..im really starting to get sick of her shit and it really is affecting my relationship with warwick i get soo mad at him sometimes coz all i can think about is that. [runs to check phone: an sms from warwick 'wat u doing'?]
anyway yeh i found out that he cant really avoid her as much i would like him too..i mean they fucken have volleyball training together arggghh anyway i cant help that and i dont want him to stop it coz he was into it before we met..but yeh he conned her into not going after he saw her on the saturday but yeh stalker much..anywho saw warwick today yeh and he said that he was going to dinner with an old friend from nambucca and im cool as i usually say not really believing it..why i dunno coz he called me in the arvo saying he was going to dinner but didnt say who with..i dunno but ever since that thing with lillian i think i lost trust in him..i kno he really didnt do anything but i mean if u were in my position u wud have totally thought the same thing..maybe..but yeh i dunno her deal apparently she doesnt hate me she hates him..but i highly doubt that..oh yeh and get this shes like bff with graeme from so u think u can dance..and he was out at brooklyn that night..gosh of all the people why is he friends with her..haha well if i get on her good side ill make graeme my new bestie..i mean other than ashwie..lolz anyway i think i have vented more than enough but yeh i just needed to get it off my chest..any thoughts and input wud be very much appreciated but yeh im just taking it one day at a time..thank god i have the patience to tolerate such drama..haha | | comments: Comment here |
| boys!!! arggghhh they agrivate me soooo much..blah..im supposed to be doing my christian leadship and ethics assignment but i really couldnt be bothered to do it...man i havent posted an entry for ages...let me tell you alot has changed...well not really...been talking to caley and alison heaps which is good, been catching up with sarah and maddy for sarahs bday and her friend nat whos pretty cool. she does dance classes with darrio..an old friend of mine..i hate doing assignments blah i wish i was at home now...im currently in the process of watching take thats beautiful world tour on dvd..not too far into it..tho its been like the hundredth time ive seen it haha...lets see what else is new..oh yeh i still dont have any internet at home which i believe is supposed to be fixed sometime this week..gahhh why am i so upset..ppl were asking me if i was ok today...i guess i am..
especially ash..coz she been really close to me she knew i was down..but i didnt admit to it..yeh dunno whats wrong with me..blah...anyway what was i gonna say again yeh boys frustrate me beyond...anythuing agifoghdiofgudfoightioghit mad mad mad..ive been having a lot of boys issues this past week..gahhh yeh ive been talking to this guy who i never really knew all that well..we've been getting on fabulously when drama comes in the way by ppl who im not very happy with at the moment but yeh anyway..saturday was really good..it was jaynes 21st at penshurst...all the uni girlies were there fun was had...i have to admit i did have fun brought along a date and had a fun time then headed to carmens was tired and followed a stoner dude all the way to sylvania maccas coz bec got the fucken munchies..was supposed to go to the movies on the sunday..but more fucken drama got in the fucken way...argggghhh i was so mad so he had to go home so ashie and i just ended up going to the movies...
the sad thing was that i sobbed like a little bitch over a boy..how sad is that?!?!?..lozzas just walked past and is telling me to do my assignment..blah..arrggghhh stop messaging me..bahhhh im so sick of this and it hasnt even started..i dunno wtf is wrong with me i think im just tired or something..i havent been eating very well the past couple of days i dunno why../.haha ash thought i was starving myself..bahaa..i wish fuck fuck shit shit akofgdouoiryoetuy..ok ill stop bitching its getting ridiculous..oh one other thing caley gotta love her has been getting me into the mighty boosh and i must say that noel fielding is such a lil cutie..ok must stop now must get on task..i fucken hate boys...nuf said..lo9lz | | comments: 2 comments or Comment here |
| yet another boring friday afternoon..man i shoulda taken that jazz elective..anywho..yeh speaking of i got my job working at st vinnies tho i have yet to start a shift..hopefully that will be this weekend..lolz um wat else..oh yeh we had our schools tour on tuesday and where did we go to? none other than Maroubra Junction primary school..a little close to home..we were the first ones there again..like when went went to seanys school emmaus which was in the middle of nowhere..went back to south sydney and visited Heatronius..hes good..still there, still mad..he was happy to see me..ran into petrohilois..or however u spell his name..was looking for Moore but couldnt find him damn..i basically went there and it looked like a prison and to show Ash ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ashie_1989 our high school..
other than than nothing interesting has been happening in my life..been hanging out with the 1st yrs heaps love em so much better than the bitches in 2nd yr..yeh mostly been fuelling my tt obsession yet again tho ive been reigniting my old East 17 obsession back in the day..too many documentaries about boybands..ive been watching this one from itv..and yeh started with some new kids..YAY..then eventually to tt..which was a majority of it some east 17 and some nsync, bsb..etc..but yeh so much was focused on tt..i was like umm...there are other boybands lolz..but yeh im totally a friggin teenybopper again..wat a loser i am!! oh yeh speaking of boybands i might be going to see Jt with Chertz and Alison..thats if we can get our act together..tix are a bit expensive..and im still saving up for tt tickets..thats if they come here which they will..otherwise im going with seany to the uk this yr to see em..so in dedication to tt and boybands alike heres 2 videos which i found through my searching expeditions on youtube..
tt-Shine..their 2nd single off 'Beautiful World', 2007
an old-skool classic..East 17 House Of Love off Walthamstow, 1993
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| ...dont mind me im just listening to the 1st yrs rehearse their hip hop routine for friday night..just finshed the new testament exam..boy how unprepared i was for that..i sat there looking at the paper going wtf?? granted i had a cheat sheet handy but still didnt have much info on it..by the end i was like omg im sooo over it (which is starting to become my lastest phrase for the moment) stayed up til 1ist to do the cheat sheet and continued with the small clan of uni frends this morning copying each others sheets haha..anyway..im still on the tt bandwagon (so to speak) man i didnt even study for an exam instead i resorted to reading tt fanfics all weekend..ahhh why am i such a teenybopper?!?!?!? also constantly watching the ultimate tour on my ipod..i found a way to put em on there..how proud i feel =)
but yeh..ooh i was supposed to go for jais bday but the weather was horrible so i decided to stay in and catch up on the fanfic ive been reading..up to chapter..*thinks* 80 something???? ill add a speel of it later on..but yeh i was watching tv and i saw that tt were gonna be on parkinson..my reaction was like U SERIOUS?!??!!? but yeh it was an old ep filmed when they had just started their uk tour..they sang patience and i was like omg omg omg-ing around the house then i was like..omg i have to tell someone..so being online i told all the ppl on my msn list..it was funny..i think the only one who watched it was Caley..aww love ya..and im starting a tt campaign and rounding up all those who will come with me to see them in concert (if they ever come down here..i see the acer area..nice and big)
wat else..cant really say much im stuck at college..nothings new..oh yeh i could up with bec, janna and ash last week coz i had to come in for rehearsals seems like i dont seem em as much these past 2 weeks =( oh well the holidays are near..im soo psyched..krapplahs thinking of going to see strippers at bra rsl..haha might be tempted enough to go..lolz..anything else..the agenda of boys..arrgghh frustrating..lets just say that noting much has happend in the past how many months now..due to uni and the weather..been talking to sarah heaps lately, she got back her net and im so ansy to show her all the tt stuff i bet cales is like totally sick of me going omg i found this old footage of take that..wanna see???
haha my hands are freezing..i feel like a hot chocolate..hmm might get one..oh yeh we have our mid yr production on friday night..not to happy to do it..dont see the point i mean we're already doing an end yr thing??? oh and we're wearing these ugle unitards..bahaha sooo funny..ill tell u how that one goes..man i really need to go out..ahhhh i hate uni it permits me from having a social life..and prevents me from getting wasted on the weekends..wheres the fun gone??
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| i was full ready to post another entry since its been like forever since i last wrote about how much i hate uni so ill just summarise wat ive been up to
*confided in 2 ppl that i would never thought to speak to ever; one at uni and the other a complete stranger who i met at pavillion..lolz
*still hate uni, with the exception of the lovely 1st yrs whom i love to death..my posse bec, janna, merryn, ash..gotta love em
*in wk 13..meaning one more week of classes then no break for stuv vac then mid yr production..dont want to be apart of
*continuing with the take that fascination..haha finished downloading the documentary onto my ipod now im working on the tour..and will finally read Robbie Williams bio Feel..excited! i spent 20 mins reading some pages whilst in Big W and saw in the music section Take That Never Forget Greatest Hits cd...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! tho ive already got all the songs via net would be nice to own a cd hint! hint!
*2 more assessments left to go and could prolly take another day off uni, must check absences..
*am fearing that i might be getting sick :( dont need to get sick before mid yr production...the last thing i need
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| | yeah so im trying to put off sleep..i just got home well like 3 hrs ago from newcastle from tour..but i wont go into detail so ill just mention some conclusions i came to.. ( more rantings ahead.. ) | | comments: Comment here |
| ..nah not really i thought i should just start with that..yeh so ive been reading others journals about how their time at uni has been what theyve been up to so i thought why not add mine too..but i for the past fews ive put it off due to homework {blah?!?!} and yeh me being lazy..but yeh ill try to remember how my week went..on monday..nothing much happened..just that i was heaps tired afterwards...tuesday...oh tuesday was the best day ever..omg i totally went back to the old high school days..yknow when girls used to have such huge bitch fights over nothing..one girl aint gonna name names just in case went a bit overboard on the smallest thing..words were said and a bunch of people left..as to not bite the persons head off..um wednesday..was a slow day..was supposed to go to the gathering but ended up going to the latest hangout called "The Bakehouse"-has the best sandwiches ever!!
umm yeh and talked to another girl who was kinda in the same boat as me, religious-wise..Natalie her name was..whatta coinkydink!??! yeah..yesterday was another tiring day..ended with a great tap lesson..and its weird getting into the whole school thingy too..people are calling me "Sam" again to which only people ive known for ages usually do..but yeh even the lecturers are calling me Sam even Michael {paddlepop lion} called me sam..weird..anywho..um yeh..i also spoke to these 2 lovely women..one whos a receptionist at the school actually did the..whats it called??!?! like type of dancing that im doing at the moment and said she was an ex student of a woman who runs the assocation now..freaky..
and another lady she gave me a heads up on my like 3rd idol Dein Perry {tap dogs fame}that hes doing lessons around Randwick and that totally made my day!!!!!!!!!!!!oh yeh in creative christian studies we also learned about erotica in the bible..{yay something im into!?!?-lolz}..today was a so-so day..came to school 2 hours early and headed to the library and attempted to type up my homework but was distracted by Melody & Danie {Danielle} these really cool girlies who are in my course..yeah we spent most of the time talking and going on "myspace" which has become like the biggest trend at the moment..hmm.. | | comments: 3 comments or Comment here |
| i decided to write another entry coz im feelin "alright, everything is alright, uptight"..and also im bored and wating til Bridget Joness Diary starts..and Elvira..or i could say that this is just an excuse to post up some cool pics on here..anywho my day was pretty good..spent it with my sms pal Maddy and Sarah (her sister) and we saw Rumour Has It..with the yummy Mark Ruffalo..and i must say Kev Costner has also gotten hotter with age..the movie was good..alotta funny parts and much laughing was done..also caught up on the gossip..mostly the same old stuff that we usually talk about..the drama..man i feel like im living in fucken Laguna Beach..with the way things are now..oh speaking of
..i was on my daily checkup on a LB MB and i found this video parody of the show called Laguna Biotch..soo funny..and so like the movie..but quite weird was the dude who played Talan/Jason actually sounded like the real Talan..weird...oh yeh i was also looking at what the LBers are up to lately..and it made me consider going to skool in the US..i kno i havent even started my first yr at uni yet..but im thinking maybe down the track..coz i was looking at a few skools..to which some LBers are attending and they look pretty good..maybe good to get away from home for a while..if it maybe 3 years then so be it..uni of AZ looks good so does SDSU..whateva that means..they look like good prospects..or i could go to skool in either San Fran or NY..hey then i can go to Michael Aligs homecoming party..yay..ok thinking a bit too highly..ok piccie time..
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